touching Moments

kadang2 kite perlu nangis utk sedapkan hati..

kadang2 perlu diam utk muhasabah diri...

selalunya i will doing both when 

im feel empty.. 

need a women like a mom...

need my mom...

just want a hug from women called mom...

22/11/2014

got kiss, and hug from his mom..

that time feel like i been hug by

my late mom...

her kiss make me feel love..

yup...

im crying rite now...

already 1.38a.m

my nose bleeding

my eyes crying...

but i still awake.... 

i wish.... 

i wish.....

not sure what goin on..

but...

i realized i feel so down...

kenapa sy xbole dpt mcm org lain dpt

sedang kan sy bole buat pe org lain buat

herm...

dunia ni xadilkan..

usaha mcm sia2...

pengorbanan xdihargai... kadang2 ape yg diluahkan

diambil mudah..

xpe... lepas ni, sy akan berhenti berharap,

mengharap, dan bergantung dgn org lain..

termasuk dgn awk mr fiancee....

sy akan usaha untuk dptkan..

klau xmampu, sy berhenti berharap...

xsusa.. 

i know myself.. 

will forget something within one day...

mcm dl.. i wish i can go to Cameron.. 

but till now, i cannot achieve it.

so, i forget it..

i also previous penah terfikir bertunang 

nak pelamin, 

berangan nk ajak kwn2, family my late mom

hihi.. tp xmampu....

so, 

lupakan.....

sekarang i wish can eat all that thing,

xmampu, so just see the pic

n will forget soon..

normal la kan... kite teringin...

tapi bile xmampu.. memang sgt sedih...

tapi... 

better not achieve dr susa kan org lain...

betol x??

lepas ni, xtau wish pe lg... yg penting,

janji xkan susah kan org.. terutama ayah n mr fiancee..

this my 2 hero...

ayah, even kakak x selalu tny khabar ayah.. kakak nak ayah tau,

kalau kakak bole xmenyusahkan ayah, kakak akan pilih options tu...

bia kakak susah.. jgn ayh yg susah..

utk awk mr fiancee, sy dh bersyukur awk terima saya.  

sy xnk awk susa utk sy... 

sy nk awk tau... sy syg awk..

sy mara awk utk dri awk...

improve ye syg...